This is a poem that was composed by me last summer.. when my school time crush got crushed without me even proposing her..
Anyways thats a long story now i realised that we don't have future together..
But anyhow.. along with tears.. & sad emotions came few lines from my crying heart..
Why does it happen… i allow some1 to make me cry…
Without the truth known 2 d person..to get whom so much i try…
She is in my dreams day & night…
Still I can’t find ny hope or ray of light…
Thot of loosing her gives me sense of xtreme fright…
For whom am ready to indulge into destiny’s ny challenging fight...
The Girl who’s more beautiful then any flower…
For whom I can shed of all my possessions like a rainy shower…
To Love her I donno had I made ny mistake…?.
Coz for that Girl I can put my Life at stake…!!
How can she break my heart…
Without even letting me make a simple start…
It’s a unbearable pain…
Which I do know wont give me any gain…
God is this my fault..??
Or keeping expectations from some..n having emotions is my shortcoming by default..
I don’t know what my destiny xpects me to be..
It breaks me shakes me everytime some Love sentiments comes to me…
I want to her realize…
My love for her is far beyond comparison to nything in size…
I can’t forget the day I was knocked out by her smile..
That moment when i made my mind to walk hand in hand with her for miles..
I have neva eva seen a gal so sensible as she is…
That’s the one reason I don’t wanna get my hope to dismiss…
I know many more guys may be better than me r mad for that girl…
But I believe may be not now let the time come when I’ll overcome my inferiority whirl & ‘ll prove myself to be the best guy for that girl…
I believe that she is better than me in every respect at the moment…
May be I don’t deserve her at this point of time.. But i’ll try n find out one day all my endowments…
Because I believe I hav it in me.. to stand tall ..
& the ingredients needed to leave her one day enthralled…
Her Sparkling eyes leave me dumb struck…
I wish I could turn her to be my Luck…
Her single thought for me Brightens up my day…
& appreciating her keeps me at loss of words nd I hav nothing to say..
I have some principles that’s why at the moment its not easy for me to say..
But even after every odds I wish to see her wid me so 1 day so happy & gay..
I know there is no guarantee of me winning of her Love
But I promise myself I’ll try & try….
& hold on my tears ..so that destiny don’t notice me cry…
May be one day I’ll get a bit of God’s attention…
& she ‘ll understand me better than Nyone…
Lastly I wud say another few lines in my mother tongue…
& let the destiny know I don’t wanna leave ny stone unturned…
“Main Yaad aaunga.. jitna bhi mujhko Rulaoge…
Main Yaad aaunga jitna bhi door mujhse jaaoge…” …
“Main Yaad aaun to….
Ashk kaise fir ye chupaoge…”
Just the hope driving me now is..
My time will also come one day..
& day She’ll b mine leaving me spellbound fr nything to say..
What I can do 2day is have patience.. nd rememba God..
& pray fr arrival of dat day..
So that it comes soon my way..my way & only my way..
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Although she isn't gng to come my way.. i hope sumone else is made for me :)
Hope she comes & knock at my heart someday.. :)
8 comments:
Good to see that your posting regularly ! Keep it up !
off course u do hv right n dont worry it'll all be as u dreamt of. This one is awsome too....hmmm i must say u are really good with words
Thanx Akanksha.. for d Boost up.. :)
awsesum dear...simply d best..!!!
only a person with a good heart can understand d feelings ......that was grt sir !!keep doing the good work!!!
hey Dev I am Amazed at ur writing skill..keep it up man...
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